Pretty Little Liar

What i Wore:

Sweater: Target $?

Skirt: Old Navy $2

Boots: Old Navy $11

Belt: friend $?

So i had competition this weekend for dance and I had a few hours in between dances so my mom and i went over to the old navy somewhere is San Diego. I never really liked old navy because their clothes were a little boring but omigosh! they were having a big sale and i got 3 skirts for $2 each and a shirt for 97 cents! annnndd a dress for like $10. It was all very amazing. So you will probably see a lot of old navy here in my next few posts :)

My Floating Balloon: Today my balloon doesnt have anything inspiring! I just really want to know if anyone else watches pretty little liars and did you see the season finale? OH MY GOSH!!! I wont say anything more because i'm sure no one else wants to talk about this. But i will leave you a picture of Ian Harding who plays Ezra Fitz.

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Back in Your Head

by Tegan and Sara

WHAT I WORE:

SIMPLE Outfit.

Romper: Walmart

Blouse: H&M

Boots: Fossil

Donzo.

My Floating Balloon: Today my balloon has music. I've realized how right now i've been accepting so much new music! I've been really happy! I keep going to the library and getting cds i would never usually get and listening to them and realizing how much i really like them. Yesterday i got a Frank Sinatra cd. I KNOW! I usually write off music if it's too mainstream or even old, but now i'm accepting all music. There's so much and i just want to take in all of it. Artists go through so much to produce their music, to write it off just doesn't seem right. I originally said I didn't like Tegan and Sara based on one song i heard of them, and how many people love them and stuff but i just got their cd The Con and I really really like it! It's amazing how much better something sounds when you get out of your head and open up your mind to new things :)

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Nothing Happening

by Ben Kweller (I randomly got his Cd at the library because he looked like a cutie. It's freaking amazing! Same with Liam Finn! If you have time. You should check them out.)

What I wore:

Flannel: Quicksilver $10

Shorts: Marshalls $4

Belt: Friend

Socks: Dance Costume

Boots: Fossil $40

Necklace: Forever21 $3

Ring: Forever21 $3

Bag: Urban

I made a NEW BLOG!!! in which i plan to post the random pictures i take or find on the interweb and blab about nothing and everything! Check it out and follow!!!

My Floating Balloon: Today my balloon has death. I know. How morbid! Recently I found out that someone from my school died. I didn't know him but I knew some of his friends. Thats what made it so real i guess. It's like I know people die everyday, but when someone so close dies, even if you don't know them, it just feels...weird. Part of me wished I knew him because from what I heard and read he seemed like a really cool guy, and then I guess it would be normal for me to feel sad. But then part of me is glad I didn't know him because then I wouldn't have all these memories of him and have to relive them everyday knowing that he's gone. I don't know. It's been weird too. I guess I expected it to be like that one Degrassi episode where JT dies and everyone at school is affected by it and all the teachers say things to help the students. But its not. In fact, nobody has really said anything about him dying without me bringing it up. Maybe it's because none of my friends were really friends with him, but still. I expected life to seem....sadder. But then, maybe that's not what death is about. Even though he's gone it kind of made me realize that I should take everything as it comes to me. You know, live life to the fullest. I know everyone says that....but I really need to do just that. Especially me. I know this is gonna sound weird but.... i died once. I mean not like die die like i'm a ghost, just I almost lost my life. when i was really little a car ran threw the gate of my school and my best friend and I were swinging. I was hit, my friend was hit, a teacher, a little boy. I cracked my head open (still have a scar which hair dressers will not let me forget!) and fractured my pelvis. I almost didnt make it! Almost though. My best friend didn't. And the little boy. So for some odd reason I got to live. I got a second chance, which is more then the guy at my school did, or my best friend, or the little boy, and so many people that die everyday. So for me to not live life, to take every breath as it comes, to go outside my door and just...live, seems really, really, really, stupid. Not just me though, everybody. We all were born with one chance to live. So take that chance, and don't dwell on whatever problems you have, we all have em, and just LIVE! <3 Thanks for reading.

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You see a mask from your window at night....

What i was wearing:

1. knit vest: target $? christmas gift

top/dress: tj max $10

shorts: dads cut off jeans

boots: tj max $28?30 maybe?

2. sweater: marshalls $15

3. lace top: h&m $5

shorts: marshalls $3

boots: DSW $60

belt: friends

4. velvet dress: (from when i was 12) Ross $?

oxfords: urban $15

My Floating Balloon: Today my balloon has me. And I don't think you know a lot about me. I don't think a lot of people know a lot about me, not even the closest ones to me. So here we go! Let's learn!

Lets start with favorites because thats just the easiest thing to begin on. My favorite... book. looking for alaska, band. too many to count. song. too too many to count but as of now ship of promises by villagers. time. summer. love. mother. word. doodle. animal. GiGi. color. yellow. thing. every. And then theres all that stuff in between. What I hate and what I love and who I hate and who i love. Let's just pause there for a moment while i think. I always hear people say that they cover up their emotions so well. Like how they feel, but sometimes i feel like telling them "You really don't" because when you know someone really well there is no hiding your emotions. You are not a good enough actor. You just are not. A lot of people I know do this. And I think people think that I'm always happy or don't have problems. That's what they think. That's because I am a good actor. Not you. If i could be anyone i would want to be myself. Because in all honesty I just cant think of being anyone else, it would just be too weird. All my beliefs would go away and it just wouldn't be the same. I've spent sixteen years working to become who i am and i don't want to throw that away. My friends are the closest thing to perfection to me. They are almost too perfect for me. It's weird how three people can be so much a like but different. It's really weird actually. Compared to everyone at school I feel lost in a whole different world. I don't think I belong in the world of teenagers. Okay okay I am pretty kooky myself but sometimes... they just seem on a whole diffent level then i am on. I don't like when people say they don't like living here. Not because I think that Newport is perfect or anything. No. Just because wherever you go and settle yourself into you will never be happy enough. Newport is amazing. The beach. the weather. And you say you don't like the people here. Well. Theres people everywhere. And they're all the same. Snow is further up the mountain. Rain whooshes past us. The sun comes out when we really need it. And the crime sleeps at night. I love where i live and even though I want to see more. I know I'll be back. I like to make the most out of things. I hate when people don't. Because yeah, life sucks at times, but not all the time. You just don't notice the times that it doesn't because your living in it. You dwell on the times it does because it gives you more reason to hate it. We all have poblems and drama and people who we just want to kick in the face. But if we forget about that... well then life is pretty damn good.
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California in January

Hello lovely people! How are you?

MUSIC: First Day of My Life by Bright Eyes

PICTURES:

Two fun days at the beach with my friends. First in Balboa and the last few are in Belmont Shore, Long Beach with my friends Eden and Rhiannon (check out our blog). There were so many pictures! It was hard picking a few!

My Floating Balloon:  Today my balloon has your heart. Hehe i stole it from you! And I'm not giving it back! Just kidding, I really have nothing inspirational to say to you all. Enjoy these pictures and have a wonderful life :) More to come. Thanks for reading!
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Ship of Memories

MUSIC: Ship of Promises by Villagers

WHAT I WORE:

Top: Salvation Army $2

Bottoms: H&M $20

Bag: Urban $20

Boots: DSW $60

Belt: Friend

I went to Salvation Army and got a bunch of stuff for about $2 each! yay! plus i still need to wear some things i got for christmas! I love clothes :)

Is it weird how much I am obsesses with Katy Perry? Kinda? Okay. I just think she is so beautiful and talented! Normally, if you havent noticed by the music i select, i don't listen to pop music. However, i find myself constantly putting on her latest CD! Yes, i admit I am one of those people who blasts out singing Fireworks whenever it comes on the radio! I even made a lyrical dance to one of her songs....

These are from he Bazaar shoot. I'm obsessed, and i really want to hang the first picture on my wall of magazine spreads i like in my room :P

My Floating Balloon: Today my balloon has memories. Those amazing moment you share with someone and can never forget. All those thoughts that run around your head of when you were a kid playing with your toys and your friends. All those laughs you shared secretly. Ahhhh memories :) I hope i never forget you!

Thanks fo reading.

<3 V

Hi Lovely People!

MUSIC: See These Bones by Nada Surf

OHMIGOODNESS PEOPLE! I haven't been here in forever! I've missed you all and your lovely blogs!

I shall start like usual

WHAT I WORE:

Maxi Skirt: H&M $10

Sweater: Wal-mart $?

Boots: DSW $60?

Bag: Urban $20

Belt: Friend

So last time i talked to you I think i said i was working at Wet Seal? Well that is not true. I started working at Arden B. which is a sister store to them, with cuter, more expensive clothes. I then quit last week. Because...well i hated it. And now i am a poor teenager again! Yay!

It was just he holidays, so how was everyones? Mine was superb! Notice anything different about these pictures compared to the ones of my last posts??? NO DATE! I got a new camera!!!!! I was so happy! Now i can finally post!

Christmas was fun, i'm not gonna bother you with all that i got here, you can go to my other blog to here about that!

New years i spent with my friend Eden, while my other friend Rhi was in Las Vegas enjoying herself! E and i went to the beach and took some pictures, and she actually took an okay picture of me!!! I was so happy!!! I'm gonnna put it as my Fb profile pic, i just don't know which one i like the best! So you tell me!





My Floating Balloon: Today my balloon has the new year! It's 2011, and i have made no resolutions! Mostly because i never follow up on them and actually do what i planned for more then about the first two weeks. Anyway, i think it's important to have a goal, not just each year, but for everything. Life and all that stuff. For now my goal is to get through highschool doing the best i can, while having fun with my friends and family! I'll let you know if i think of anything else!

Hope to post sooner then usual! Thanks for reading!

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