You see a mask from your window at night....

What i was wearing:

1. knit vest: target $? christmas gift
top/dress: tj max $10
shorts: dads cut off jeans
boots: tj max $28?30 maybe?

2. sweater: marshalls $15
3. lace top: h&m $5
shorts: marshalls $3
boots: DSW $60
belt: friends

4. velvet dress: (from when i was 12) Ross $?
oxfords: urban $15

My Floating Balloon: Today my balloon has me. And I don't think you know a lot about me. I don't think a lot of people know a lot about me, not even the closest ones to me. So here we go! Let's learn!

Lets start with favorites because thats just the easiest thing to begin on. My favorite... book. looking for alaska, band. too many to count. song. too too many to count but as of now ship of promises by villagers. time. summer. love. mother. word. doodle. animal. GiGi. color. yellow. thing. every. And then theres all that stuff in between. What I hate and what I love and who I hate and who i love. Let's just pause there for a moment while i think. I always hear people say that they cover up their emotions so well. Like how they feel, but sometimes i feel like telling them "You really don't" because when you know someone really well there is no hiding your emotions. You are not a good enough actor. You just are not. A lot of people I know do this. And I think people think that I'm always happy or don't have problems. That's what they think. That's because I am a good actor. Not you. If i could be anyone i would want to be myself. Because in all honesty I just cant think of being anyone else, it would just be too weird. All my beliefs would go away and it just wouldn't be the same. I've spent sixteen years working to become who i am and i don't want to throw that away. My friends are the closest thing to perfection to me. They are almost too perfect for me. It's weird how three people can be so much a like but different. It's really weird actually. Compared to everyone at school I feel lost in a whole different world. I don't think I belong in the world of teenagers. Okay okay I am pretty kooky myself but sometimes... they just seem on a whole diffent level then i am on. I don't like when people say they don't like living here. Not because I think that Newport is perfect or anything. No. Just because wherever you go and settle yourself into you will never be happy enough. Newport is amazing. The beach. the weather. And you say you don't like the people here. Well. Theres people everywhere. And they're all the same. Snow is further up the mountain. Rain whooshes past us. The sun comes out when we really need it. And the crime sleeps at night. I love where i live and even though I want to see more. I know I'll be back. I like to make the most out of things. I hate when people don't. Because yeah, life sucks at times, but not all the time. You just don't notice the times that it doesn't because your living in it. You dwell on the times it does because it gives you more reason to hate it. We all have poblems and drama and people who we just want to kick in the face. But if we forget about that... well then life is pretty damn good.
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California in January

Hello lovely people! How are you?

MUSIC: First Day of My Life by Bright Eyes


Two fun days at the beach with my friends. First in Balboa and the last few are in Belmont Shore, Long Beach with my friends Eden and Rhiannon (check out our blog). There were so many pictures! It was hard picking a few!

My Floating Balloon:  Today my balloon has your heart. Hehe i stole it from you! And I'm not giving it back! Just kidding, I really have nothing inspirational to say to you all. Enjoy these pictures and have a wonderful life :) More to come. Thanks for reading!
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Ship of Memories

MUSIC: Ship of Promises by Villagers


Top: Salvation Army $2
Bottoms: H&M $20
Bag: Urban $20
Boots: DSW $60
Belt: Friend

I went to Salvation Army and got a bunch of stuff for about $2 each! yay! plus i still need to wear some things i got for christmas! I love clothes :)

Is it weird how much I am obsesses with Katy Perry? Kinda? Okay. I just think she is so beautiful and talented! Normally, if you havent noticed by the music i select, i don't listen to pop music. However, i find myself constantly putting on her latest CD! Yes, i admit I am one of those people who blasts out singing Fireworks whenever it comes on the radio! I even made a lyrical dance to one of her songs....

These are from he Bazaar shoot. I'm obsessed, and i really want to hang the first picture on my wall of magazine spreads i like in my room :P

My Floating Balloon: Today my balloon has memories. Those amazing moment you share with someone and can never forget. All those thoughts that run around your head of when you were a kid playing with your toys and your friends. All those laughs you shared secretly. Ahhhh memories :) I hope i never forget you!
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Hi Lovely People!

MUSIC: See These Bones by Nada Surf

OHMIGOODNESS PEOPLE! I haven't been here in forever! I've missed you all and your lovely blogs!

I shall start like usual


Maxi Skirt: H&M $10
Sweater: Wal-mart $?
Boots: DSW $60?
Bag: Urban $20
Belt: Friend

So last time i talked to you I think i said i was working at Wet Seal? Well that is not true. I started working at Arden B. which is a sister store to them, with cuter, more expensive clothes. I then quit last week. Because...well i hated it. And now i am a poor teenager again! Yay!

It was just he holidays, so how was everyones? Mine was superb! Notice anything different about these pictures compared to the ones of my last posts??? NO DATE! I got a new camera!!!!! I was so happy! Now i can finally post!

Christmas was fun, i'm not gonna bother you with all that i got here, you can go to my other blog to here about that!
New years i spent with my friend Eden, while my other friend Rhi was in Las Vegas enjoying herself! E and i went to the beach and took some pictures, and she actually took an okay picture of me!!! I was so happy!!! I'm gonnna put it as my Fb profile pic, i just don't know which one i like the best! So you tell me!

My Floating Balloon: Today my balloon has the new year! It's 2011, and i have made no resolutions! Mostly because i never follow up on them and actually do what i planned for more then about the first two weeks. Anyway, i think it's important to have a goal, not just each year, but for everything. Life and all that stuff. For now my goal is to get through highschool doing the best i can, while having fun with my friends and family! I'll let you know if i think of anything else!

Hope to post sooner then usual! Thanks for reading!
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