My Floating Balloon: 
My Floating Balloon: Today my balloon has the world. OH yeah! My balloon is THAT big! Well, lets start with a simple statement. The world is big. Bigger then anything in the world! hahaha. And there is so much in it that we may never ever ever get to see, which, if you think about it, is really sad! I may never meet the people who have influenced my life so heavily and I may never go to countries whose ideas were brought to mine! Its that feaking big! The world is big enough to crush all our hopes and dreams! Literally. Its Bigger then your mama! (i had to go there). What I am trying to say is that.....well.....what am i trying to say? I guess that the world is so huge and yeah, whatever, you may never get to meet Johnny Flynn or Katy Perry, but hey! There are still so many great things in there that you can easily reach. And if not, then remember a little effort goes a long way. Sometimes the best things in the world are the ones you have to strive for. So I guess what I am really tyring to say is the world may be big but I am sure if you are devoted to something enough, that dream may be even bigger. <3 Thanks for Reading
My Floating Balloon: I don't have much to say today, except for my rooms a mess and my outfits are suffering because of it! I think it's time for all of us to do a little bit of spring cleaning! So today my balloon has cleaning our homes, rooms, minds and life. Lets all get started! Ready.... Set.... GO!
My Floating Balloon: Today my balloon has the past and future. I feel like i have probably already done this recently. But I'm so sick of it. Thinking about it makes me go insane! All the things i did that i'm not too proud of and all the random events that happened that well, just kind of sucked. I really want to stop thinking about it. And with things like people, especially, I'm always thinking "oh shoot i really wish i didn't do that" or "i could have handled that situation better" and it just kind of brings me back to this place where i just dont really want to be. A place where i'm living in the past, regretting, and wishing i didn't do and say the things i did. So with that in mind lately I've been just kind of thinking "you know what, screw you" I don't care about what said then. It doesnt matter. I don't care how i felt then. It doesnt matter. Part of me has always kind of been that way. Having no feelings for what used to be and just moving on suddenly and fast. I don't think people really get it though when i do it. When i get sick of someone or get tired of dealing with them i just put them on this shelf of my past and dont ever go back to look at it. I kind of like it that way! Hehe. ANYWAY. What i'm trying to say is, the past is the past and thats where i want to keep it. Screw everyone elses feeling about it and what i did and whatever. Its in the past and the future is coming quickly. And I'm really looking forward to it. I don't want to sound full of myself or anything. But I really like the person I've grown to be and am still growing to be. I like how much i've changed since freshment year or even middle school. I'm not scared anymore to wear what i want to school. I've finally found my style and what I like to wear and what i feel good in, never minding what others around me are wearing. I've found out what I'm passionate about and am sticking with it. I'm there for people who need me, like my mom and stuff, and know the right things from the wrong. I like how I don't do anything I'm not really comfortable with. Freshmen year and even a month or a few weeks ago i would tell myself that I wasn't against certain things and would do them if everyone else was because i didn't want to seem like a priss. But hell to that! I am a priss! AND I'M PROUD! Anways, I like who I am now and who I'm turning into. I guess I just cant wait to see what the future has in store. And what i have in store for it. I think we should all take this moment to say goodbye to the past. And hello to what is coming.
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